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psychiatric hmm
2003-03-12 @ 1:14 p.m.

i'm trying to decide A) if i want to go to therapy again and B) if i want to go to my old therapist or get a new one.

yesterday's appointment with the psychiatrist after many months on hiatus brought the recommendation that i get back into therapy. that, and apparently i'm engaging in self-destructive behaviors. i held back from saying that right now i kind of like the self-destructive behaviors and that i often long for more. it seems my psychiatrist does not find my desires to get wasted all the time and sleep around as glamorously tragic and gorgeously fucked-up as i do. perhaps this is why she has suggested therapy.

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