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e tenebris
2005-06-06 @ 3:31 p.m.
more than anything, i think it's about the fact that i'm unhappy with myself. that i still feel stuck between worlds, that i feel like an outsider from myself. and it's not something that cutting my hair with kitchen scissors and dyeing it black will fix. i am, i long to be, i am not, e tenebris. latin, i believe, and which i think means out of darkness. i wrote something like that in a journal long time ago, based on oscar wilde poem. maybe that will be my tattoo someday. but probably not. i can't get a tattoo. and it's not even the needles, i'm beginning to think, it's that i have commitment problems.
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